MONSTER [Ver 3]

Friday, January 06, 2006
Everytime i want to post something on my blog i would feel lazy and just ah fuck it.

Xmas eve-

If you were walking down anywhere with spray cans. Well im one of the idiots who was responsible for putting 2000cans on the streets. 2 good lessons i learn out of this, is inhaling causes me to hallucinate.

For example,
to XY beside me: isit me or does that girl have 4 breasts, and it looks good on her somehow.
XY: Its you

Lesson no. 2 i learn is never do this deal ever again.

NYE-

Was around the esplanade area, and yes spent selling the god-damn cans. Strangly enough even though i didn't celebrate it, or hug someone at the stroke of midnight. I felt a sense of relieve and i don't know why...
Decemeber was trips upon trips to nowhere and everywhere, from melvin shouting PICTURE in the middle of the night during genting trip to milking cats in Ubin. Now, because of those trips i have dark eye bags the size of my balls. Which reminds me Libing if you are reading this, i really envy you bag packing the whole europe with Adrian. Tell you something, because of you i set my goals to earn enough $$$$ to do it too at the end of the year. Good on you babe.

I can go on and on lamenating about me being so tired blah blah de blah blah. How about some people whom im in contact with recently and strangly enough praise them WOAH! with what i think its a first for them.

1) Daniel: Coming into his own and stamping alit more authority.
2) Susie: So much concidence its freaking and the first person who told me: " You are the most polite friend i have." I ended the day with a smile because of what you said.
3) Simon: (only you and i will understand when i say this) I LOVE JOAN TOO HAHAHA
4) Melv: You might be surprised when i say this, becoming less stingy!!! haha
5) Jean: I can see the transforming into a woman soon, i know you since when? Pri 6? thats long man.
6) Me: On speaking my mind more openly now be it good or bad.

To people who don't want to hear me rant skip the rest

Im feeling burn out even before school started, that is to say im fucked for the rest of the sem. I already have half a mind of quitting school!!! WEll don't we all? haha. Anyway my main occupation during the hols was that of a fireman, rushing around putting out fires everywhere. Ok im going to offend some people here except for ppl who know only I can solve the situation (bad eng), but that's because im tired. In a partnership of 3 or more, im not the ONLY FUCKING SOLE PARTNER so stop calling me only everytime and ask me how when you are in god-damn trouble. Take some initiative, and use your own courage, wit, whatever to solve the problem. IF Not! in the first place don't join, and my role is never the head of operations. So the next time instead of me giving out instructions, lets have a change and you give me instructions. The lack of initiative is appalling.

Its like looking at a bank book which is below $500, and letting the bank deduct $2/mth and be happy with it. Oh wait, they will ask me how ah like that? How your mother lah, just tell me to put more money into the account and stop the rot. Instead of playing the role of a fool and be satisfied with so little. I really need to work with people who are geniunelly hungry for success, they would act so differently.

I feel much better already.

Music: Zhao Chuan- Chen mo de gao yang
Love G

it seeps out// 5:56 PM