MONSTER [Ver 3]

Monday, June 28, 2004
I love this song man, applies to me definately haha

Fly high on the plane of love,
I wana show you where to go, and where to stay,
making lyrics no time to play, we gotta keep it up,
to make it right, lets spend the night,
& you will see, that you and me are flying high and we are free.

(bridge)
I don't know it, you can see it
but i know that i can feel it
this romance i don't own it
cant you see that im in love withhh

(chorus)
2x
you.
Im feeling lonely how abt you,
we will be fighting over something new,
im goin crazy over you,
gonna touch you baby,

You are the only one who understand, ( someone who has my mindset)
and we will dance ,
so take the chance,
and give it up,
to prove our love and break the rules,
so take my hand and come with me,
wonder baby you will see,
the ecstasy for me and you,
as heaven is
our love is true.

it seeps out// 10:12 PM

Thoughts: Everything in my brain currently.

Working in DBS, has been well a hassle. Every morning, i would have to wake up at 0730 just to catch a fucking crowded mrt to the workplace. Everytime i step out at tanjong pager, i feel like im in a woman's lingerie department. There are girls, ladies, aunties and woman of all shapes and sizes everywhere, and they simply outnumber the guys 20:1? The best part is that outta this 20, only 5% of the population is worth my attention. Do the maths.

If people ever wonder why the 3rd cubicle in the men's toilet is always locked. It has gotta to do with me sleeping during office hours.

The official sponsor of DBS tower 2 has gotta be Whisper ultrapad. I see so many of it in my colleagues drawers.

The official product of DBS tower 2 is "milk".

Scriptures according to Kenny Poh: All the matches results on Saturday mirrors MAn U's runup in the treble winning season backwards and in the exact same pattern. Man U: 2, bayern munich 1 => France: 2, Eng: 1. ( They came back in exactly the same fashion, the last 2 mins) Man U: 3, JUV: 2 => Czech: 3, HOL: 2 ( Both JUventus and holland were leading 2-0 at half time.) Portugal:1, England: 1 => Man U: 1, juv: 1. ( 1st leg of the semi finals)

My bro asked me last thurs, how do i know how much time i have to spend with my girlfriend. Well i told him u can quantify something like that. Just like hardwork, how do u quantify hardwork? In army, i didn't have the luxury of time like others on my side. I had to juggle family, friends, personal time, gf and all in just under 2 days every week. I wish i can spend more time on everyone, but i simply can't afford to. Often i had to drag poor piggy down to meetings with my friends, although i know she hates it so much. This said, im glad and i hope that everytime i meet someone, i had made an impact on that person. The underlining message is make use of your time with whoever you choose to be with at that given time, a fruitful and lasting one. You can spend 24/7 with your gf/ bf thinking that's all you need, that is to be with each other. I got only 1 word for you, bullshit. Only through self improvement can you improve other. You know your relationship has reached another level, only when you 2 can sit at home in comfortable silence next to each other watching TV. Somehow during that silence, a lot of things have been said and you understand each other perfectly.

JY ask me, why do i still have an attitude equivalent to a renegade even at the age of 22. I said: "GOOD FOR ME!". Only people who dare bend the rules, be different that can make a difference. Im really stubborn, there are simply some things that i can't get into my Jack ass of a brain.. For example studies, and giving up. It's rebels who stand out, head and shoulders above the rest, for better or worse. When i die, i want my wife to know, i have done everything that can possibly done. I will be the master of jack of all trades, but master of none. Get it? Over confident? Nope. I just don't give a fuck of what you think about me.

1 word to describe myself: Freedom. Officers can threaten me, but i would like them to know they have no place in society.

it seeps out// 9:36 PM

Sunday, June 27, 2004
BAd bad boy

i just argued with my mum. She is gonna throw me outta the house soon. The fact is that im a roughneck, and i bow to noone worsen the arguement. The rebel in me will get me killed someday.......

NOw: Screaming at the top of my lungs.
Music: Drowning pool => Let the bodies hit the floor

it seeps out// 11:18 AM

Tuesday, June 22, 2004
ARMY

I was back in army for the past few days, baCK the same old shit. It reminded me timely, why i didn't sign on in the army.

IPPT: I did everything ok, till i had to run my 2.4. I had the same old shack feeling like i had just hut the 9min mark, but the end product wasn't the same. I nearly FAILED! I ran at an unimaginable timing of 12min flat. FUCK DOUBLE IT. Now passing one's IPPT is like getting a gold standard in the NSF days.

On each night, after i finish talking my girl, it would be the start of my battle for something called sleep. With 2 mosquito coils burning at both ends of the bed post, i can still be bitten like a zillion times.

Every night would be like,
Mosqutio platoon: "chaaaaarrrrrrggggggggggggeeeee"
I: piat
mosquito: "Oh no, there goes our platoon commander, PS take over."
I: piat
mosquito: "There goes our PS, section com. your turn.
I: Give up, covering myself with the blanket with 1 hand and scratching with the other.
mosquito: "Hey look, his neck n face is not covered. charge!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
I: argh bleach argh yucks
On the last night i had no chance, they brought their whole division, to be shared between 5 guys.

My platoon had this new inclusion, a former armskote man from 'S' coy as well as NTU. When asked how could we address him, he said just call him kok. I tried to press him further for a nicer name, but he insisted we call him kok. Well he live up to his namesake alright. By the second day, everyone was like calling him: " Hey kok, come here cock". The fucker made the whole company the last to book out, because he was the only guy who lost his pass. During live firing he nearly shot my PC. N his face, boy he really look cock man. His buddy during this ICT, was this guy called Lek. Equally blur, equally destructive. So it was only appropriate we called them, "cock leg".

Now: Attending Linkin park's concert
Music: Drowning pool's step up

it seeps out// 3:52 PM

Sunday, June 13, 2004
Euro 2004,

The whole Greek team sound like they got some disease. Syphillis and hep B stuff like that. I bet the whole bookie world was laughing their head off yesterday. Port lost haha. Lets hope our fortunes will turn for the better right?!

Pray and hope.

it seeps out// 7:09 PM

Saturday, June 12, 2004
Music underground

I just came back from MU. It was ok but a bit disappointing. How could they mix techno with R&B!!!!!! Its completely ridiculous, and the best part was that ppl dancing to the techno style was using it on the R&B style too. No shit.

There was this lady that was milking too. It's not as if, my office don't have enough of ppl like her. Yet when i am clubbing i can meet ppl who r milking!! I gotta say the new MU is better and the drinks are more alcoholic. Alcohol makes you so dehydrated, you can't help but piss non-stop. I gotta get some sleep. Gonna faint soon...................................

MUsic: Blue star -> Dreaming

it seeps out// 2:31 AM

Monday, June 07, 2004
I have not written a real entry for a long time.

So what has the rard be up to? He has been getting into trouble with law as usual. Mut law to be exact. Getting his ass suit by lawyers, whose co. name is Bernadict( read: burn a dick) & advocates. Other than that life is pretty simple. Im able to start on my 1st boring job with DBS working under the same roof as my sis in law! I can't take it anymore. ARRRRGHH.

I was having BBQ at Qida's house and There were these grp of Chinamen BBqing beside us. We warned every single mother walking their dogs in the vicinity to scram. If they found any dogs missing, they would know which pit to look at. They had really weird looking meats. I mean green meat, wtf. Unless its chicken coated with wasabi, it look suspiciously look frogs. Which brings me to my next point. My email and internet explorer has been hit by a sudden Chinese invasion. My email turned all chickety china the chinese chicken, so i can't even bloody check it. Some blogs n journals turn all chinese too. I was like i can't read it damnit!!!

I can't get along with Hwa Choong ppl. It's just not my click. They would be laughing at things like, " Hey that swimming pool look like a light bulb." The whole time they would be talking Aussie traffic, london traffic. Hongkong shows and shit. Im like, im outta here for awhile. Not that i dislike them, just emphasize the fact that i can't stand nerds.
Update more tmr.

Music: Song 1
Gerard/JOan

it seeps out// 11:47 PM

Saturday, June 05, 2004
LOVE OF A LIFETIME.

Morgan told me marriage is just the beginning. What he failed to mention was,it could probably the beginning of the end. Further into the conversation, he clarified what he meant. Every couple after getting married, ask themselves was it a necessity to marry in the 1st place.

I think marriage is a necessity, or rather a vow between two people. They bond those 2 together and set themselves a goal through better or worse. Of course, i have seen my fair share of people who only talk and talk. It could be like i want a ferrari. What steps have they taken now to ensure it transforms from dreams to reality. The answer is zippo, because in their mind they think that it will drop from the sky. Fuck upo

it seeps out// 4:16 AM

Wednesday, June 02, 2004
I just finished a 9hr game of mahjong. Surprisingly im not tired at all.

it seeps out// 5:13 AM

Tuesday, June 01, 2004
IT

I think people with the name CHRIS has a big problem with their sexuality. The "She" will act is if they are a "he" and vice versa. It's really freaky for mere coincidence. Just today i met this "CHRIS" for an interview. I couldn't tell what was it. So during the whole interview, i had to avoid using words that describe it's sex.

Joan parents are sure happening. I hope i'll be like that when i am just as happening as them. They are going to club at Paradigm tonight, and try to smuggle their 16 year old daughter in. I remember going to 1 of my army friend's house. His mum was just as happening. His mum was a mamasan. This is what i overheard what the mum said over the phone.

" Good Cheap, Malaysian"
(blah blah)
" CAn do anything, really never bluff you lah. If i bluff u refund k"
" Must reach Hotel 81 Balestier by 8pm k, hotel fee as normal you will foot the bill"

Calls her employee

" That usual old man, who thinks he is the best again"
" Sorry lah, i promise after this time he won't come to yo again ok"
" Just do your worse, and don't swallow. I don't want you to get Hep B"
"Ok lah ok lah"

Christ

it seeps out// 5:34 PM