MONSTER [Ver 3]

Friday, October 29, 2004
5 DAYS to go...

My dad called me today saying that he wanted to meet me. To discuss about his life... Turns out that he is gonna leave Singapore for good.. This afternoon was the last time i was going to see him, till death knocks on his door. The other alternative was that i go down to Batam/ Jarkata. He would of course welcome me with open arms.

Somehow or rather, before every exam, life springs out his on surprises.

Sigh
MUSIC=>
Matchbox 20-If you're gone

it seeps out// 8:34 PM

Friday, October 15, 2004
2AM

I was watching this show called 15. It had this deja vu feeling attached to it. Although im not as bad as them, i came mighty close being like them. Bad is not a bad thing. Why? People will start taking you for granted right from the offset, once u become too nice. BAd sets a tone, a standard so to speak. I learnt that the hard way unfortunately, but as the saying goes its never too late. Im nice to people who care/ love me. Sad to say, for those who don't, lets just say i won't be at your funeral or bat an eyelid at your good/ bad life. Again im coming back to this topic of taking for granted shit.

Here is to guys who are gulliable yah.
Question: " Who takes for granted all the nice things you do most often."
Ans:" Girls"

Guys wake up, don't let your dick do most of the thinking man. Use your bloody brain in the head with 5 senses, not the one that has only one feeling... ok 2 feeling. When your brain starts working, your dick might get lucky, and it saves you hell alova money. I always admired guys who don't have to spent a single cent and get the girl they want. Practise Practise.

Fucking bored studying man
Fucking bored studying man
Fucking bored studying man

Music:
From dawn to dusk, lone[wolf] sect rules;
We are the brothers of lone[wolf] sect;
grab you knife;
we will fight with no fear;
Go go lone[wolf] sect;
If you dare come nearer;
If you are bold come closer;
To hell with all of you;
If you are bold come closer;
The brothers of lone[wolf] will wait for you.
(SIng this in hokkien)
- 15 ==> Roystan tan

it seeps out// 1:59 AM

Thursday, October 07, 2004
When it rains, it pours

I need some advice from you, on how to be insensitive
-Jann

Im sure alot of people heard of this phrase before. I learnt how true it is, within 2 days.

Day 1: I lost a game of football 3-0, something that i was not too used to for a long time. Feeling fucked up, luckily i had some worthy friends who were like, " bitch move on man, at least u gotta see netball girls in action and some bouncy activities goin on." Bottom line i hate losing to a team of enemies. I also learn on the same day as my bro would put it, " Never expect anything of anyone you know, because you would only realise how shit they are."

Day 2: 1)I lost another game by the same scoreline
2)I lost my wallet
3)I lost my temper
4)I aggravated my back and ankle injury, by a sliding tackle on my ankle on concrete.

By the time i wrote this piece of shit, i lost till i blur liao. When shit happens to me, at least i know there are a few ppl who give a damn about me . I feel for u Melv, when dumb things always happens.

it seeps out// 9:13 PM

Sunday, October 03, 2004
Corny:

Wat did sushi A say to sushi B:

Was-up-bi!!

-Kel

it seeps out// 10:17 PM

Saturday, October 02, 2004
HEY MAN

IM back, im really digging this jap song dan sent me. By chage and aska => say yes
power man.

Right now im preparing for my big exam which is like exactly a month away. Everyday if im not staring at the book, its the book staring at me. AFter many months of hiding in my room, i mastered the art of looking at the book but nothing is going into my head. Superb. I also realised i cannot listen to chinese songs and read up on english text at the same time. Its ridiculously confusing. " Ni de qing shu.. and the moment applied is goin upwards... wo men zai ren... the force directional change is..." Argh! Start from line 1 again.

Im so gonna die. Hee wei my team mate for the soccer competition, (which we called ourselves, the "wettest hottest pussy") said he mastered the art of speaking japanese. The art of speaking porn japanese and Hentai that is. That dude is really disillusioned. It is the same to all MAn u fans. They think, they can really win something this season. I say, forget it man. At least im realistic n say Liverpool is not going to win anything this season. Whatever little victory they garner is a bonus!

MUsic: Chage and aska => say yes

it seeps out// 1:16 PM