MONSTER [Ver 3]

Sunday, June 25, 2006
ABout ARMY and all things good

All guys will complain, whine etc etc about this for at least 2yrs. Its called fucking army, and i was no different. Guess what, after those 2 yrs when i looked back i was glad i went through it.

I gained a great deal of mental strength that i guess would remain with me for the rest of my life. My temper during that period was nothing short of awful and short, life was difficult and angst filled. Thank god i came through it right. There were many things i felt like i couldn't possibly achieve like passing SOC, getting gold for IPPT all those years but yet i did. Ironically it was the same temper which got me pass through those trials.

I would be angry with myself for not being able to break through those barriers and i challenged myself hard and i broke through all of it. The statement where the worse enemy is yourself was never lost to me thereafter.

Come the next challenge, LIFE. I faced alot of obstacles, lack of money, single parenthood, school, everything. I had to juggle Joan, friends, family (km family included), school ( 9 subjects per sem), housework, personal space and my own company. Who thinks its easy? I can tell you only one think, i thank my army life for getting me through. For passing every subject. For letting me work towards my dream and not let my mouth do the work only (NATO). For those 3am nights juggling everything and waking up at 8am for school again. For making me appreciate life better.

Daniel put it aptly money breeds money, and luckily i breed money.

Life started on the whole mood and i intend to finish it off easy.
Love
G

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