MONSTER [Ver 3]

Thursday, March 24, 2005
JUst a short reminder to myself:

Hate ppl who starts drifting away, after they get attached. Favours from me? when you show me none. Well .!. Sometimes im just torn between religion and reality.

it seeps out// 2:11 AM

Thursday, March 10, 2005
IN THE NAME OF GOD

I suffered a horrific crash on tues, on my way to school. My car was a mess and i walked out of it relatively unscathed. A slight dislocated thumb, bruises on my neck and left hand and a scratched chest. The most notable injury for me though was on my bank book. $3000 fucking buckaroos to repair the damages as well as upgrading some parts that needs change.

Quite how i survived the crash, i don't know. I smashed another car at 80km/hr. Before i crashed there was a long fucking story behind it. THe underlining message is, there are worse drivers besides me. I even had 3 options to choose from before i crashed.
1) Swerve left hit policeman bike and thus kill him
2) Swerve right and kill myself
3) Go straight and hope for the best

Well i must thank god i chose the 3rd option, all rather he chose that option for me. Hand was crushed by the steering wheel, neck brusied from the jerking. My car suffered worse injuries than me.
1) Radiator smashed
2) Battery; all rather what was left was just the water
3) Front cover and side covers all folded into unrecognisable shapes
4) Windscreen Shattered along with my no. plate, signals and front lights [Even the glass flew into my boot via the undercarriage!]

I thank god for
1) My life
2) CD player and speakers are intact
3) I could find my specs from all the junk lying around my car
4) I still have my sense of humour
5) A strong Mazda 323 car bumper
6) Still being able to play drums. Even i cant use my left hand. I could still emulate def leppard's 1 arm drummer

I want god to curse
1) EMAS ppl who swerve out from nowhere onto the right lane.
2) Policeman and stupid gesturing
3) The irony of my cd player playing Method of Mayhem's crash

Before any of you scold me. Let me tell you, i can already picture what you are goin to tell me. You would also coincidentally be the 2134424 person to do so. i learn a few valuable lessons, yes some are learnt very dearly.

Gerard out

it seeps out// 9:15 PM