MONSTER [Ver 3]

Monday, February 28, 2005
SHOCKED

My grandma's maid just got pregnant. Usually pregnancy is a happy and joyous thing, but alas this isn't the best of times. She has to be deported back, otherwise my family faces a fine of $5000 for failure to report on the pregnancy. She is only allowed 3 free days per month to roam around. How she has gotten pregnant with that kind of shit freedom i'll never know.

Either the guy is really skillful or she is really horny. THis isn't the 1st time it happened to my grandma's history of maids. 2 maids back, not only did she get pregnant; She caught the AIDS virus as well. Well my grandma only ever had 3 maids, and 2 out of 3 got pregnant is really high. Now it kinda confirms my suspicion on what our maids do in LUcky Plaza's stairwell.... The sticky stuff i stepped on, the occasional locked doors, the smell god..........

I woke up this morning to the sound of my alarm clock buzzing on its ass. In my early morning blurness, i kicked out at the funny looking thing by my bedside. Much to my satisfaction, it dropped with a victorous thud. I then went out of my room and did my usual business. When i returned i realised the funny looking thing was my guitar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOw my fucking pickup is loose.. $$$$$$$$$$
FUCK
:(
Stupid fool
DOG
: ( ARGHHGHHRHHAGRHGARHGARHARGHARGAHRGHARGHARGHARGHRAHRGHRRAHGRHRHRHGH FUCKKKK

still feel like shit argh

it seeps out// 9:13 PM

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

it seeps out// 5:27 PM

Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Tony rich project
I hate stupid birds deciding my window ledge is a good hang out place. Giving me shocks all the time those F***ers. Even my neighbour's cat decided to hang out at my window. Have i unwittingly wiped my window to words forming: " Starbucks"?
I bet those birds at my window having a conversation saying:
Bird1: " Look at tt fool, mugging away."
Bird2: " Wait. what's tt he is taking out from his drawer"
Bird1: " Looks like some kinda stone"
In a blinding flash, the 2 birds lay dead on the pavement, as a result of Gerard's incredibly fast hand movements. Giving rise to the idiom: Killing 2 birds with one stone.

I can't believe im writing this shit while studying fluids. Im so dead for tmr's test...

Love this song:
I pretended I'm glad you went away
These four walls closing more everyday
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown, I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is tumbling down
I can say it so clearly
But you're nowhere around

Chorus:
The nights are lonely
The days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about
The love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm trembling at night and
Nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screaming at night as if
I thought you'd hear me
Yeah my heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me

How blue can you get?
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle
It's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say
Just how I feel
A million years from now you know
I'll be loving you still
Chorus:
The nights are lonely
The days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about
The love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

Tomorrow morning I'm hitting
The dusty road
Gonna find you wherever
Ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart and hope
You come back to me
Said when the nights are lonely...

Chorus:
The nights are lonely
The days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about
The love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

it seeps out// 5:40 PM