MONSTER [Ver 3]

Friday, December 31, 2004
NYE

I just came back from KL, and i won't say it was shit ass happening. Boy was it relaxing, lazing around most of the time there. We did the great singapore sales there, buying stuff in " i will kick ur ass down town to chinatown.", Little sachits and most of the malls ard. Shot a lot f photos as usual, talking to strangers while making racist jokes, ate all kinda food and of course booze. It has become standard SOP upon reaching the hotel, to buy booze and storing it in the fridge 1st before doing anything else. I notice the bengs there are all old school, gu hua zai style read cheng hao nan. Really Jap happening and stuff.

Nearly got into trouble w the local shop sellers. We managed to spell out R.E.S.P.E.C.T => Ali G way, before making our getaway.

When we reached KL, there was a huge traffic jam. When we were shopping the jam was still there. At night, while boozing there was also a jam. Mon, jam. Tues jam. I figured the locals don't really like peanut butter. OK isee it now. Gerard will shut up. Put some blanket if u r cold.

New Year Eve has finally arrived. Every year its the same outrageous plans that we plan, that never comes through. Everytime unexpectedly its happening nonethless. Hongster make ur family wear seat belts cuz we r coming down to ur hse. ROck n roll man. suck it.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERY1!
CUZ Gerard has changed.

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

[break]

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

it seeps out// 2:48 PM

Monday, December 13, 2004
Lets fight racism out of warcraft!

I love my Yamaha Pacifica. Thanks to two special people in my life. Merci Beaucoup.
Its really inspiriational. MAkes me wana to be as melodic as Richie Sambora and as technical as Paul Gilbert.

Abt KL. Will be gone from the 26th dec - 28th dec. DOing shit having fun. Well stay tune for more pics.

Thank god for the invention of fullstops. Gonna get me some seisha

it seeps out// 4:49 PM

Thursday, December 09, 2004
Masquerade

As i am typing this entry, i wanted to make a comment abt the happenings on Wed night. Just after 5 minutes, i decided. " Ah fuck it lah, why should i give a fuck anyway." Experiences and advices are priceless, and everyone knows knowledge is power. People who i dun give a fuck , usually won't get anything from me and i'll continue to let them to rot in their mistakes. That said, they will also think, who the fuck does Gerard think he is anyway. Thanks, but i got this to say: " Have you ever been a poor single parent family, having to work each day for your own pocket money? The ability to work/ study all the way through university with my mum on a $2000 a mth salary? It doesn't stop here, it gets worse. Just ask Jude." Well this will be my closure to this topic.

People who respect, are usually all my close friends around me. I know all of them have so much to offer, rather than the usual bullshit i hear. All talk and no action. It's ok as i said. Its their life, don't give a fuck. Their greatest achievement in life would probably be either the kid they bear or they managed to grab their parents fortunes. Would i tell them that? Nope. I'll let them die that way or when it becomes too late. Never act the fool.

Thanks for the support from you guys, from the past few days. Couldn't have such a happy time w/o you. You know who you are.

People i met this past few days
1.)Edwin yeoster: Saw him on tues. He is still the same piece of shit he is. Funny as hell as usual. I don't usually give people the title funny/crappy unless they really are. Well he is one of them, super cockster (literally).

2.) Jeremy: Couldn't believe it when i heard he in the pagent. I was screaming my head off : " WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" on the phone. Take a deep breath melv. JUs in case you are reading the blog, this is nothing personnal.

3.) How Ser Barbi: Bloody leach! Drank my Long island while i was away and he decided to make up a $60 drink with 4 cigarettes. He was overall great fun, if you interacted with him more. RIght Su Jing? My MG Gunner. Still damn fit man.

4.) Bitch of a door girl: I wanted to sia lan her along with Barbi. But since i've guests, we decided to ah fuck it lah.

5.) Pamela: Hair has grown longer. Which sounds retarded, cuz hair will obviously grow longer. Still the same figure and really hasn't change much. Had a good chat with her.

Daniel pls remind me to return your Band of brothers DVD.

Music:
Lay a whisper on my pillow
leave a winter on the ground
I wake up lonely, there's air of silence
in the bedroom and all around
Touch me now, I close my eyes and dream away

It must have been love, but its over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love but its over now
from the moment we touched till the time had run out

Make believing, we're together
that I'm sheltered by your heart
But in and outside I've turned to water
like a teardrop in your palm
And its hard, winter's day, I dream away

it seeps out// 8:08 PM

Wednesday, December 08, 2004
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

4 Birthday celebrations and one more to go.

Sat didn't live up to expectations. I expected something like beginning to end actions, but it wasn't meant to be. I just have to many ppl to entertain, jaysis i must learn how to relax. A big thanks to everyone who made it anyway. LOve u guys/ gals. Nice oreo cheese cake too.

Had a family dinner on sun, thoroughly enjoyed it too. I haven't have gd home cook food for a long while now.

To my jOaniE. FOr celebrating it alone with me on MOn. Even though we were deadbeat from the activities for the past 2 days. THanks for everything dear
love ya

0-- Gerard Lives on yet another year

it seeps out// 1:19 AM